I totally suck

So after 5 days off and 8 'areas' (can't really call the hall closet a room) to clean, what have I done? The kitchen. That's it. 3 days till Xmas and I still don't know where my lights are, no presents have been bought or made, and the house is a disaster. Great Og, I have accomplished NOTHING!!

There is part of me that knows that it's OK not to decorate for Xmas. No one is going to stop being my friend because they didn't get something wrapped in paper on a specific day. My house could be worse, I could be giving in to that hoarding instinct and not trying at all. But that doesn't help!! I still need to get dinner in the crock-pot, take a picture of the mountain (oooh, snowy) , call the about the cell phone bill, call the bank, and get ready to go to work all night. That's a pitifully short list, but it's going to take me all day. 5 days off and I accomplished next to nothing!

I'm gonna go make some coffee.